Valentine's Day

I dread today.  For the first time in four years, I'm spending Valentine's Day alone....all alone. I guess it won't be so bad since I get to see my ex...I think.  Yeah, I'm still in love with him. And if I ever hear that repeated I will kill you.  No one understands. I mean, he has been in my life for maybe eight years. So it's like losing your best friend and boyfriend in the same blow. Then, the fact that he's telling everyone that we're getting back together doesn't really help the situation. (I really need to install a sigh emoticon.) I don't know. I think he's saying these things to keep guys away from me. Being that everyone in this  county knows that we talked for a really long time. *sigh* I don't know what to do. I guess I'm thinking about what people will think more of anything. I already catch hell because I see him, but it's not like we're doing anything..............well...maybe once!  I'm such an idiot for even letting him get that close to me...and no (perverted people)! I'm sure it's not what you think. Anyway, my mom says that I talk about him constantly, but I never remember saying anything about him at all. She always ends up repeating an entire conversation that I can't remember having....especially with her.  My cousin thinks that I should ask Vince to move with me to California...as friends. BLEH! That spells D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R! Then she said we should get married.  I'm like you. We aren't even together, and marriage is being suggested. He doesn't fit into my criteria at all. I think my mother was right......

Well, unfortunately, there is nothing else going on. I made a V-Day gift for everyone...its on the gifts page. I'm too lazy to post it here. I've also added two more skins: Pia Carrot (which is being redone because I hate the original with a passion) and Chinese Takeout (which isn't meant to offend anyone). I made this humongous banana pudding (with vanilla wafers, bananas, and jello pudding) for Vince's mother...started my niece's science project which is due Tuesday...and managed to get less than 24 hours of sleep since I started skinning the site. I have Smirnoff in the trunk that I can't drink until after MEPS. And I really need to wash my hair. Well, I'm determined to get at least 5 hours of sleep. LATAZ!

New Domain! New Layout!

[edit] Skins are evil!!! Evil I tell you! [/edit]

You can't see the layout because I'm in the process of skinning the site. But, yes, it's true. Enchanted Obsessions @ lyna.not-sorry.com is no more. My wonderful host, Anna, had a domain going to waste, so she offered it to me. Thanks Anna!!!

This is a great start, I believe. I've done a new layout, and I've reinstalled Greymatter...I couldn't exactly figure out B2Evolution, so I decided to stick with what I know. Some plans? I want to skin the site since I make so many layouts. I spent the entire hour and 15 minutes of Public Speaking writing out layout ideas.

On other notes, my medical paperwork has been accepted by the Air Force, so I can go to MEPS (which is where I'll get my physical done and decide what job I want). Problem is, it still has to make it through the Surgeon (sp?) General. I'm sure it'll pass, because the Air Force is really strict with rules. So, I'll be at MEPS next Thursday, Friday, and (maybe) Saturday. I'm really excited about all of this. I really want to go in the Air Force to become a linguist. I'll have to learn Spanish, French, Italian, Portugese, Haitian-Creole, and two other languages that I can't remember right now.

Well, I may have had 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours...the adrenaline rush from getting a domain! I'm still not really tired, because I'm so busy thinking about Vince (my ex). He can't seem to get out of my mind today. Chris called me, and he asked why I didn't tell him that Vince and I were getting back together. I explained to him that we hadn't discussed that, and he said Vince told him that we were getting back together. If this would have been said about 2 months ago, I would have been the happiest girl in the universe. Now, since we've been apart for so long, I'm not sure if he has what it takes to be in my life. I'll sleep on it. Lataz!

Happy Birthday

LOL. I couldn't go to class today, because my dad decided to put antifreeze in my car and it started frying.  My car is officially a year old...well, it's been a year since I've had it! I'm going to post so pics of my car here, then I'll move them to the pictures page later.

Okay! That's it! My car is dirty, but I love it to death.  No one wants to volunteer to wash it for me. Anyway, Vince called me last night! He was with Kevin.  Oh well...I have no secrets. He was all like we should all hang out next week. I told him I was busy. That's not really a lie....I don't think. I'm sure I can find something to occupy my time.

I have some phone calls to make, and Spanish homework to get done. The kids will be home soon, cuz they get out early today. Lataz!

Say It Ain't So

I don't know where to start. My feet are swollen.  It hurts really bad, so anything I say or do CANNOT be used against me at any time.

First off, I saw my ex (Vince) today.  We ended up fighting...not verbally, but actual hitting. It's a long story. So yeah...he was looking at my gorgeous new phone, and he started going through the numbers. So, he gets to Chris's number. Remember? The crazy guy from West Palm Beach, Florida. So here's the "basic" conversation:

HIM: Who's Chris?

ME: Some crazy guy who keeps calling me.

H: Where's he from?

M: West Palm Beach.

H: (looks at number again) Chris is my boy. We live right next to each other.

Wow! Just my  luck. He said he was gonna call Chris tonight. I'm not worried, though. I don't have anything to hide....not about Chris at least. So everyone...I mean EVERYONE knows that I was at Vince's today. Damn, I hate living in such a small town. So anyway, I called Chris, and practically cursed him out. Then I realized that he knows Vince as Carlos (his middle name). He goes into that whole he should've known speech.  Riiiiiiiiight! I always feel like I'm being set up by Vince. At first, I felt upset about seeing him. Then, I could've sworn he was burning a hole through me..staring at my body. (I've changed a lot since the last time he's seen me) And that made me feel so much better knowing that he wanted me, and that I could say no.  Hopefully, he'll be gone by Wednesday. I have to stop by to pick up something from his mother, and I don't think I could bare seeing him twice in the same week.

I think that just about sums up my day. Lataz!!